i'd like to take this short moment to update a little bit. well, i got a job at check-n-go... hopefully that won't last long. i applied to the middletown city school district, so hopefully something will arise from it. i do think i want to pursue some kind of education 'career...' although, i don't like the term 'career.' i didn't even think about applying for financial aid and everything, so maybe i do have the opportunities to start over again. working in the school systems would be a great job, i think. i want to make an impact in this world, especially when it comes to youth. and being in the schools is a great way to start!